Wednesday, September 19, 2012

My DJ


Stevie.
What a name!
An incredibly handsome name for sure.
A name with attitude.
A name given to a little boy with courage.
With faith.
With passion.
With a dream and a goal!
I really like the name Stevie.
I think God does too.

I have been going on walks more frequently these past few weeks.
Not for necessarily exercise, but to clear my head.
To spend more time with God.
To be alone and just listen to my worship music as I walk across the airstrip at sunset.
I walk to the beat of each song.
Some fast, some slower… it just helps me think and relieves some stress.
It allows me to have time to pray and truly thank the Lord for the things around me.
It allows me to push the selfishness and frustrations aside and see the bigger picture.
Usually the beauty.

Children try to run and walk beside me when I walk on the airstrip.
I usually give a friendly wave and say, “Hello, how are you?” and they stop as I proceed onward.
Today as I began to walk I had a little boy come and walk beside me.
We had the small conversation that I have with all the kids that come walk beside me, but this time he did not stop walking.
He continued.
In all honestly, all I wanted to do was walk faster or go into a full on sprint, but whom was I kidding… I would be trying to outrun a Ugandan child.
I wanted to tell him to walk the other way.
To go with his friends because this was my time.
My time to be away.
Be with the Lord.
I was being selfish and did not want this kid walking with me.
I needed to think.
I didn’t want to talk and try to make out each word he was trying to tell me through my headphones.
This all sounds very harsh.
But this is what was going through my head.

He began to speak to me.
I took out one headphone and began to listen.
He asked my name.
I told him, “Grace”.
I put my headphone back in.
He then asked me, “Are you going to start running?”
I laughed and told him I was just going to walk today.
He then stopped walking with me.
I then was relieved and began to sing.
I then looped around and there he was walking with me again.
I kept singing and I looked straight ahead with a smile as this boy walked alongside of me staring at my muzungu face.
I finally got out of my selfish funk and looked him in the eye and smiled.
He told me he really like my song.
The song I was singing.
I looked at him and was thinking what is he talking about.
I don’t have a song.
He said, “ I have a song too.”
He began to sing a song in Luganda.
The only words I could pick out were Jesus, fire, and water.
He then wanted to continue singing for as we walked down the strip.
There was something about this little boys voice that intrigued me.
It drew me in.
It made me happy.
Joyful.
So much that I put my headphones down and listened to him sing for the rest of my walk.
I remembered I had not asked this little boy his name.
He told me his name was Stevie.

I asked Stevie if he enjoyed singing.
He told me that’s what he wanted to be when he got older.
A singer.
Stevie the Ugandan singer.
Oh, what an incredible singer he will be.
He asked if I could come to his school and listen to him sing these songs.
Listen to him sing songs about Jesus.
Be apart of these songs with him even if I didn’t know them.
Be united through the words of the song.
By the Holy Spirit.
He was so excited about singing in front of his school.

I think Stevie isn’t just singing these songs, but living this song out.
I believe that God writes songs for everyone.
We just have to find the song and sing along with Him.
Be unified as one with our Father and brothers and sisters with the song He has written for us all.
They are all different.
But the cool thing is when we begin all sing our different songs that He has given us it becomes one beautiful song.
The song that once was sung by a soloist is now sung by a choir.
And the more the choir sings their songs that become one the more people join.
The more people hear a beautiful song they could never hear on the radio.
The more people are unified as one body.
The more work gets down throughout the nations for His glory!

We should all be more like my friend Stevie.
A boy who is not afraid to sing his song for people, especially crazy muzungu’s like me.
A boy who sings his song with pride and boldness.
A boy who is anxious to share his song with people at his school.
I will be seeing Stevie again.
He told me he wanted to always walk with me when I go out on the airstrip.
I now look forward to each walk with him.
I look forward to his beautiful song he will sing for me, and learn more about my Hevaenly Father through him.
Little did I know I do have a song of my own.
And it is there, I now just have to see it more clearly and be willing to share it.
So when I open my eyes and ears to see and hear my song I will share it with Stevie.
I pray that is soon.

So what is your song?
Have you joined the choir, or are you just watching the choir sing?
Lets all be apart of the choir!
Who wouldn’t want to be apart of that!
The joy, oh the unspeakable joy the Lord gives when we are all unified singing His praises and name!


Thank you, Jesus for giving me a new friend yesterday.
Thank you for Stevie.
The boy who showed me his song you gave him.
The beauty from Stevie’s song was comforting.

Saturday, September 8, 2012

Ekisa Samuel



Ekisa Sam.
This is the name on his hospital bracelet I saw when I took my shift at the hospital.
As Emily and I walked in we see our precious Sam lying in the hospital.
Trucks on one side of him, Ipad on the other with the movie “UP” playing for the 500th time, and his little foot al wrapped up from surgery propped up on a pillow.

Sam is pretty new to Ekisa.
He and his brother both came in May of this year.
They were coming to a house filled with crazy kids.
They were getting to know new faces.
New mammas.
New aunties.
New everything.
He made friends quickly, especially with Walter because they are close to the same age.
Sam does not have a any other special need except he has sickle cell anemia.

When a person has sickle cell they can go through a crisis where they are in extreme pain.
The pain is equivalent to a kidney stone pain, but these pains can be anywhere in the body.

The second week I was here Sam went through a crisis where we had movies days on the sofa for four days straight.
He had IV’s in to keep him hydrated.
We ate sweeties and drank lots of water, and by the end of the week he was up playing again with all his friends.

A few weeks later Sam was in another crisis.
We put on movies to help distract the pain.
We gave him sweeties and cake because that’s what he asked for.
We kept him hydrated and had more medicine we were giving him, but nothing was helping.
So one early morning the nurse decided it was time to get him to the hospital.
Our nurse is brilliant and made a great move on getting him to the hospital where we found out more about what was going on.

With sickle cell infection can happen, and Sam had a good infection in his foot.
This needed surgery to drain his foot and the nasty out of there.
After two surgeries he was still standing strong and would laugh and smile at how ridiculous I was when he was not in pain.

Each day the pain was different, sometimes worse than others.
The days were long and hard because seeing this boy in pain was heart breaking.
Every two days we would come in shifts and relieve the others.
One would sleep on the futon in the room, while the other snuggled at the end of Sam’s hospital bed.

After almost two weeks this kid, this beautiful precious kid, finally is getting discharged and getting to come home to see his friends.
He won’t be able to run around and play for a while, but to be at a place filled with comfort will be good for him.
We are all excited to have him home and rejoice in the Lord’s goodness!

God is so good.
He is so faithful.
He allowed healing in this child.
He brought comfort to all of us when we thought things we never going to go right.

The past few post have not been the most exciting, happy, joyful post, but this is what has been going on.
I will post about the happy and joyful times, because there are many of those, but everything here is not as beautiful as it seems sometimes.
Things are a lot harder than anyone ever wanted them to be.
The dream of helping kids is beautiful, but we forget things like this happen sometimes and the dream is no longer a dream but reality.
If I only posted about the good it wouldn’t allow you to see how faithful God really is.
It wouldn’t allow us to see his grace so fully.
But when we look deeper in the situation and see how good God really is He becomes more beautiful and that becomes extremely comforting to all.

I know a lot of people are asking how to help us here at Ekisa.
What can you send for the kids, for the aunties, etc.
I usually would never ask or say to give, but we really need your help.
The hospital bill is pretty big.
We need help paying that, along with other expenses.
If you would like to donate you can go to www.ekisa.org/donate or you can email me at margracie08@gmail.com

No matter what you give every bit helps.
If you cannot give that is ok, because it is not about the money.
It is about trusting the Lord to provide.
So prayer is always appreciated.

With love and a trusting heart,

Mary Grace