Tuesday, November 6, 2012
Thursday, November 1, 2012
The beauty of it all
So my time here in Africa is
ticking down.
It’s unbelievable that the
trip I have waited for my whole life is close to coming to an end.
Since I was in preschool I
have had a desire for this beautiful continent.
Not knowing what country I
wanted to go to, but just falling in love with the people in every one of them.
In two weeks I will be
getting on a plane to head home.
To head home to a place that
used to be so familiar to me.
To head home to the place I
felt so comfortable living in.
I know it is time for me to
go home at this time, but this place I called home will not be so familiar and
comfortable any longer.
There will be the comfort of
my wonderful family and friends, there will be the joy of eating food that I
have dearly missed, but there will be part of me missing.
There will not be the early
mornings with Mammas talking loud outside my window.
There will no longer be the
kids continuously calling my name, “Auntie Grace!!” with their adorably loud
voices.
There will no longer be the
late nights of watching Grey’s Anatomy with all my new closest friends.
No late movie nights on the
projector.
No more cooking food that
takes 3 hours for each full meal.
Some of these things you
might think that I should excited to not have, but I’m going to miss it ALL.
Yesterday was one of my
favorite days since being here.
It was Halloween and we
celebrated big in the Ekisa house.
It all started at 9 a.m. and
we dressed up in costumes, we painted and carved watermelons, we made “sweetie
bags”, had a dance party, ate funnel cakes, bobbed for apples, played with
bubbles, and finally got to go trick-or-treating.
It’s these days I am going to
miss most.
It’s the simplicity of
playing and having fun.
It is absolutely beautiful.
These last four months have
been the hardest four months of my life.
I have experienced things I
never thought I would have to.
But these past four months
have been the best four months of my life as well.
I learned a lot about myself.
The Lord has taught me a lot
about him.
About his joy, his strength,
his sovereignty, his perfect timing, and mostly about His extravagant love.
I have grown up here.
Spiritual I have grown up,
and now Jesus is telling me to go and bring the things I have learned to my
birthplace, Athens, GA.
Share what I Have learned.
Be the voice and speak the
truth that has been continually spoken into me since the day I got here.
I am to go home and love the
people who are “unlovely” to the human eye.
I am to go and put my love in
action, just as Jesus did.
I am to go and plant my seed
that has been waiting to be planted for some time now.
I am to go and serve.
Lead.
Be a light.
And Love.
Love.
Love.
This is not to say I am in
Athens to stay.
I am not saying that at all.
As I have been reminded since
the day I left I am in the journey.
I am living in this journey
of life of not knowing where to go next and it’s ok.
So, I am taking a step and
seeing if it is where God wants me.
And I will only know by
lifting Him higher.
By bringing Him Glory no
matter where I am in the world.
And by praying. Praying.
Praying.
Praying to the one who gave
me life to direct me in my journey in this life.
But for now I am to come
home.
I do not know what is
happening in my future, and I’m learning that that is ok.
I don’t have to know.
I just have to pursue Jesus
with all that I am and do what He has asked me to do, which is to love.
This place will always have a
place in my heart.
I WILL be coming back to
visit, but I just have to take this journey one step at a time with Jesus right
by my side.
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